i was abouth

i was abouth to break my heart and still think abouth this....its like one of the bad dreams and i can't wake up...i feel disappointed.....feel like this is not what i want
i dont want to sleep and wake up alone don't want a boring life or to be bloked in home a home that im abouth to lose it'
i dont want to have sex with my boyfriend i want to make love with him
i don't feel apreciated i feel tolerated
this is not what i want.......but this guy is what i love....my heart will be broken in milioon pieces if i leave him evertime i just think of breakinup my eyes are full of tears an feel so much pain just thinking
i know that this is not sorted for a big future but as long as it takes i want it to be beautifoul....as i wish or....not to be at all.....

te iubesc.....

Te vreau langa mine si noapte si zi
Sa fi langa mine atat cat vom trai

Si noapte de noapte langa sufletul tau
Si zi dupa zi langa tine mereu

In ochii tai dulci as vrea sa ma uit
Si apoi langa mine frumos sa te culci
Din inima-mi bolvana de dragostea ta
iti ofer doar iubire te rog nu uita

Si tot ce-o sa am mai pe pret pe pamant
al tau vreau sa fie o zic cu juramant

Ai toata iubirea si dragostea mea
Iti vreau doar fericirea esti inima mea

Iar cand ingerul mortii va veni dupa mine
il voi ruga sa ma lase sa te sarut pe tine